Saturday, February 26, 2005:
mrs chen gave us 7 structured essays to complete for practice to prepare for the ss test next thurs. i'm so dead. how can i finish everything? but i'll try. humans are my weakest. hah. i think math is catching up. especially since its differentiation now. i love that topic. haha. (: i think i'm crazy but. oh well. (: whee.
hmm. you know what. i kinda realised this, i think some people think too much about what people do to them. if you'd just stop to think of what kind of stupid you yourself do to others, whether you still do it or not, you're still not perfect. no one is. i know, sometimes people are just too much, but if everyone is willing to forgive and forget (that means to go and really love that person) then i think this world would be a much better place, dont you think? i think god would love that pretty much. but then again, we're talking about the world here. so i'm pretty much dreaming big aint i?
and to those people who are having alot of relationship problems (seems like everyone to me).
1. Parents are there to care for you, so dont blame them if they are too harsh on you, cos they love you. God did put them here for a reason you know. If you dint have any parents, (tho some may rejoice) did you ever think how you would face that heartless cold ball of an earth with all it greed alone? those who dont have parents wish that they did. cos they dont know what is it like to be loved and then they go looking for love in all the wrong places. which brings me to the next point.2. people ah. you all abit too young to have boyfrens and girlfrens ah. esp
people from sec1. please la. haha. then
those who are older. if he/she isnt the one, no matter how hard you try to believe that person's the one, you still will not succeed okay. haha. cos god's telling you its the wrong person. its painful, esp if you really like the person, but you just have to let go sometimes, if you want that person to be happy. let the person make their own decisions. time will tell i guess. but dont keep waiting for forever, move on.
to people of 16: haha. HELLO. still thinking about bf/gf ah. O'S ah. time to concentrate on studies, not the opposite sex hor. haha.
3. frenship probs. well. everyone goes thru this once in a while. i really dont like this cos i only run away from these probs. frens really keep you going, so its really impt to have them, they share your joy, cheer you up when you're down, scold you when you need waking up, care when you dont feel good.. yeah. its nice feeling loved and appreciated. (: dont let what other people say affect your judgement against your own frens, cos you ought to trust your frens more than the "other people". yeah.4. backstabbers. well. these group of people just wanna seek attention, and they dont care how they do it, even if it puts them in a bad light. hello. they've already wobbled how people think of you. they've succeeded. yeah. this is type A backstabber. (ms ahem) next type. well. i dunno what they're thinking la. haha. they got itchy mouths that need some zipping. yeah. BUT. all in all. forgive them k, cos its their
business what they wanna say and do, cos you know you are correct, if no one chooses to believe you, fine.
truth always prevails! aaha. dunno what i'm talking abt also. haha.
so. thats about it. gtg sleep. zzzz.
a shout of praise.
12:53 AM
Friday, February 25, 2005:
oh man... i did quite badly for my expository.. :S just got it back. haha. upgrading it now. hope i do better. gahhs. haha. seems like every english lesson is in the com lab. haha. i got extra time. haha. luckily. i'm rewriting my essay. haha. oh man. i HATE expositories. garrls.
anyway. during bio, mr tay said there's gonna be a flu pandemic in the world at the end of the year. and 100,000 are gonna die from it in Singapore alone, and millions in the world. is the world coming to an end? i hope i get it then i dont have to take my o levels. seems like everything is happening this year. the tsunami (actually that was last yr) and the haze from the bush fires.. now this flu thing. hmmm. maybe i'll get it. my immunity is so low. me and abi are sick already. and bush fires. no one really thinks it happens here. only in places like australia and indonesia. and we keep complaining last time. now when it really happens here you really wish everything will go back to normal. hmm. i'm just blabbing. dont even understand what i just typed. hmmm.
i think i'm quite blessed. and i complain so much. oh well. i have a proper functioning body, with a complete family, in a rather good school, and i have great frens, and an awesome god. but yet i complain so much. i guess thats one of the problems of living in this greedy world. everyone wants everything. good results, money, a perfect figure, popular, famous, attached to your prince charming, or princess. did you ever stop to think, what will happen if you had some kind of disease, where your body doesnt function properly, or all the problems that come with being rich, all the face that you have to keep up with when you are popular? i dunno. whenever mr tay shows us pictures in bio of pple with misfuctioning organs, i feel so sad for them and so blessed to be proper. actually, i think people who have less, are much happier. maybe. why cant i ever be happy and contented with what i have?
its daddy's anniversary today. mr yeo i mean. mummy (ms tan) is reminding us to wish him happy anniversary. oh well. its time to go for a math. yupp. i'll have to go. ta. (btw, mr yeo and ms tan are our co-form and form (respectively), adn they are 4b1's parents. (X )
good luck mey for the debate comp (JGs). brian for your competition, and barker for sports day. (:
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11:55 AM
Thursday, February 24, 2005:
heyheyhey. hahaa. i'm in classs. wheee. doing the cephalopod and paris hilton thingo again.. (X hahah. yeah. oh wellos. today's a long day. 20 more mins till i cdan go home.. hurry hurry hurry. then its piano. GAHHH, i really really hate it. ): i dont wanna go for class anymore la. ): booo. talked to drew last night. haha. we're gonna compete playing project boyfren on our phones. haha. the game's so stupid, about some girl who's trying to attract this guy before he leaves for brisbane or something like that. but its so fun. hahaha. addictive. yupp. played it for an hour last night before i slept.. whee. haha.
oh anyways. swimming heats are next friday! joel ong. you dustbin. haha. you owe me a treat. yupp. (:
stop laughing kristi!!! xwx was here!!!! - haha that was weixin. haha. cynthia again. haha. act so lesbo. makes my hair stand. : garrl. then always chasing xwx and jia jia. my GOODNESS. haha. its so sick i cant help laughing. cynthia's the geylang rapist. wahahha.
oh well. okay. i'd better go back to my research. gahhs. ta.
a shout of praise.
1:40 PM
Tuesday, February 22, 2005:
eheheh. mr shun. haha. can i please have your new link? (: haha.
oh. hhaha. by the way. its bio now. but then mr tay's not in school! (: whoopie. haha. and so. there's 3 free periods cos its supposed to be bio lab. haha. yay. so. then we can go down for early recess. haha. yessyess. haha. so happy.
oh yepp! i got a new phone! haha. its not the one i wanted. but oh well. better than nothing. and its coloured and there's cam. its the 3200 i think. maybee. haha. ya. its got round round buttons. quite cute. i used to want it so i'm quite happy about it. oh well. but i still want the samsung e600c. haha. (X
today was exceptionally quiet in class. ms cynthia tan and leemey weren't in school today. haha. ya. today's passing by in such a whirl. haha. then. there's swimming heats today. (: haha. oh man.. i'm swimming against like 5 swimmers, yong jia, tiffany tan, dunno who else, and denise isnt swimming cos she sprained her ankle, that means i'm gonna come in last! ): i dont wanna swim already. gahhh. -sniffs- i wish i didnt sign up for anything. ): BOO.
oh well. everyone's rooting me on. i'd better think positive. >.< but i cant seem too.
life seems to be so twisted now. time will tell i guess.
a shout of praise.
9:55 AM
Thursday, February 17, 2005:
haha. (: sorry pple. havent been able to use the computer recently. ): so now i'm finally updating. (: yay.
haha. okay. alot of things have been happening since the last time i updated.. but. oh well. cant write all of it down. heh. sigh. anyways. there's mock english exams today. : hope i do okay. the rate everything's going, gahh. dont wanna think about it. haha.
gonna go tp open house on sat. (: haha. yupp. with rachel and seewah and everyone else. sorry nicholas. no time to go today and tmr. oh well. haha.
yes! i got to keep the bass guit! haha. so happy. (: and i also get a new keyboard.. haha. sigh. (: happy happy happy.
oh. and swimming heats are next week. : oh! and the 200m free's been postponed. to like. the 4th of march. haha. so drew. please note. heh. i'm really black now. got a dark tan. at least to me its dark. i''m naturally very white.
had tennis during pe today. cant even hit the ball. every ball just bounces past me. somehow my legs cant coordinate very well. : they cant run when the ball is coming. haha. sometimes i get hit by the ball. so i just give up. face it, i cant play tennis. not in my entire life. eurgh.
supposed to research on paris hilton vs cephalopods (in terms of intelligence) now. GOSH. haha. really.. enlightening.. haha. every one's going like, you have a brain of a paris hilton. haha. really insulting. apparently. haha. ya.
lemonny. i want my present soon! (: haha. thankkyeww. haha.
thanks pple for wishing me happy birthday!! (: i'm sixteen... lalalala.
a shout of praise.
1:39 PM
Wednesday, February 9, 2005:
its my birthday tmr! yesss! and its like my last day as a 15 yr old. i dont wanna be 16.. time passes so quicky. haixx. alot of things have been happening at home, quarrelling and all. havent really been good la, basically. i'm just thankful that i have god to depend on and turn to for help. ya. was kinda disappointed in some stuff. thanks drew for cheering me up! haha. really appreciate you. you go gurlfren! haha. ya. thanks. (:
anyway. ya to the lemon: haha. sorry didnt know your mom was using your phone. havent been online in a loong while, so didnt see your tag.. haha. faster sms me now! haha. (:
to the band and church. sorry guys. i kinda was in a bad mood. really wanted to cancel the party. ya. but my mom bought everything, so. couldnt if not she'll kill me. gahhs. can tell she's not very happy abt it though. ya. oh well. nvm la. its my last chance alr. so better make good use of it. (:
to moonie: hey gurl. i finished the project! haha. but i'm using my cousins com, still cant send using my com. ya. gahh. no pics! ):
to the eight of us. hey guys! haha. its already feb.. time to start working harder! ya.. we must do well. must make miss sim proud of us ya. haha.
to the people who tagged. thanks! haha. esp abby and nick. thanks for the encouragement..haha.
to everyone.. have a happy chinese new year! heheh.
take care. dont think i'll be blogging until i get to use the com again. : which is i dunno when. something's wrong with the wireless in my lappie. ya. heh. oh well. in sch i guess. when we go to the lab. ha! okay. gtg.
gong xi fa cai!
a shout of praise.
7:13 PM
Friday, February 4, 2005:
supposed to be doing my essay now in school. so this is gonna be a quickie. i'm getting more and more disappointed in myself. my grades are falling like nobody's business. whats wrong with me? i think i'd better start working harder. gahhhs. got chem back today. its not that i couldnt do it, its just that i'm not careful enough. why?! ahhh. ): this just sucks. boo.
darn. anyway. ms tan's back in school today. yah. that's why we're here in the com lab. (again) . at least this time my fingers arent feezing up. just glad that ms tan's okay. heh.
yay. we're going on excursion later. so funn. haha. havent gone in a looong while. yah. and this is probably our last this year. aiya. dunno. then our class is not together. they seperated us. why? all because of some stupid reason like our class is so guai until we are needed to influence the other classes? why? sighhh. its one of the few times which we actually go out on excursion with the class. moreover this being the last time.. bleahs
bio today.. haha. mr tay was talking about reflex actions caused by the nervous system, and you wont believe what we talked about today. stuff like.. its too gross. haha. its an action only guys have, ahhha. forget it. if you wanna know ask me. but dont regret it. haha.
okayokay. i've only got like 15 mins left for upgrading my compo! (!!!!!) no time no time... and my grades for this compo isnt exactly wonderful... : gahs.. this is horrible. okayokay. i gtg.
YAY. ITS FRIDAY. and tmr's the weekend! and and. its
6 days to my bday! (X
a shout of praise.
11:35 AM
Thursday, February 3, 2005:
ms tan isnt in school today, according to mr tay, she's got a throat infection.. hope she's okay. but then again, there goes our free periods. haha. oh well. english is like free period anyway. just that we've got an additional joker, aka, ms tan. haha. (X heh. but oh well. hope she's okay.. : sighss.
oh yeah. had a suprise spot check today, and like my discman's been confiscated. and its not my fault! i forgot to put it in the locker, just once, just once! and i put it in the locker every single day. why the spotcheck today? gahhs! its not fair.. ): but they're considering my case. so hopefully. they can always take the discman la. just dont book me. PLEASE. i didnt mean it. i just forgot the discman was in my bag la. sighs. dont wanna go think about it la.
ohwell. i'm not as bad as nicole. she's worse, her phone got confiscated, and its not even her fault. she needed to call her parents, then she tried to put her phone back in the locker, but the thing was that her lock wouldnt open, and she had to run for assembly cos like the music was finishing, and she came down late and got booked for coming down late, but then she still had her phone with her. and she was going to surrender it to mr ong, but they called for spotcheck, so, sigh. her phone was gone,just like that. you know. these spotchecks are never fair. hope her case gets reviewed too. school's too strict. sighh.
okay. i shall stop complaining. anyways. today i have chapel practice.. haha. yays. looking forward to it. (X heh
mr tay cut up a pig's eyeball today in class. i feel like cutting up one t0oo. it looks kinda gross, but in a fun way all at the same time. this sounds so. sick. hah. but it really is! i just love the fun things we do in bio. haha. man.. i wanna do it too!!! X especially sticking the scapel into the eyeball.. wahaha. eeks. i'm such a sadist.
oh had dance yesterday, and like we had pilates instead of the normal ballet. ahh. the session was wonderful. considering taking up pilates. its a nice nice stretchy exercise. whee. heh.
you know what would be wonderful? if there were like, blogs for english assignment. (: i think i would love that very much. me and minty are gonna suggest that to ms tan. hope she agrees. hehh.
its my birthday in ONE WEEK! haha. so exciting.. (X its coming its coming!! whooohooo. i'm turning sixteen. and its my last birthday i'll celebrate here in a loooong while. yeah. drew reminded me of that. gahhh. i cant imagine that.
minty and i were talking the other day, and we were like discussing about whats gonna happen to all of us at the end of this year. wall eight of us are going seperate ways, and we may not even meet each other again. thats like. really true. and we all gonna be separated. how sad's that? the friends that i've made all ten years in mg are just gonna go like that? and why? cos i'm leaving. yeah. thats just sad la. i dont think we'll bother emailing after a loong while. even if email addresses change, i also wouldnt know. like. !!! whats gonna happen to all of us? is it the end.? i dont want it to be.. ):
so thats about it. the library's getting colder again. and my fingers are freezing up. the computer beside me is making such scary noises, all on its own. this is getting freaky. :
a shout of praise.
1:30 PM
Wednesday, February 2, 2005:
i feel so freee... haha. its like free period(!!) all the way to recess. cos like two tchers arent in school today. and guess what. mr yeo took one english period so now we're left with only 3 free periods. ): shucks. oh sigh. at least its better than nothing. hah. yah.
anyways, we just had our chinese test, and like, cos of the other results, i'm not very confident anymore. bah. hope i do okay. ): and the chem results are coming out on friday. gah. praying hard la. :
we (abi, minty, cla) went out to ngee ann poly for linner (lunch cum dinner) yesterday at like 4 pm, and stayed there till about 5 plus, AND oh gosh, you wont believe the amount of food we ate! haha. it was like. ALOT. haha. the whole table was filled with bowls and plates and plastic bags and wrappers. GOSH. haha. w are such gluttons. my stomach was way too full, but i still felt like eating. the food was so so good, and guess what. we spent less that $20 for the four of us. like. thats very cheap! ahaha. man. we're going there again some day. oh gosh. if all the polys have such good food and at such prices, if we go poly, we're so gonna grow fat la. haha. just a thought anyway. haha
swam again yesterday. hee. ya. another 60. keep it up kristi! you can do it. (X hope i dont swim slowly on the 22. gahs. just 3 more weeks.. 3 more.
oh yes. in the chinese test, we had a really good passage for the li jie wen da. at least i felt that way abt it. it was kind ameaningful. it was about this chinese composer, who although had like parkinson's disease, still went on with life and wrote a musical, or something like that, and he was so positive about it, like, he said this, ren shen ben lai jiu bu mei, ke shi wo men yao jian chi re ai shen ming, ..., wo men yi ding neng zuo de dao. (life is not beautiful, but we must live on, then we can do it.) then one of the questions was asking us how we feel about his attitude towards life, and i wanted to write so much, but i couldnt cos i dint know how to say in chinese. gahhs.
todays morning devotions were about like how we should put a muzzle on our mouths, to think before we speak, to see if its hurtful, constructive, useful, encouraging. i guess that hasnt really been what i've been doing so far, i need to learn to be wise in what i say, not just be so.. i dunno, gossipy? say hurtful things about others behind other people's backs. yah. i need to learn to keep myself in check.
oh. everyone's gone from sch. ): the sec two and threes are gone on camp! ): i miss obs and sarimbun. gahhs. i dont like sec 4 at all. ): i feel so left out. its not fair. the closest i'll ever be to camp this yr is longest day. and thats so far away. by the time that comes, its gonna be o's soon. ): bah.
anyways. my fingers are freezing from the cold, and its time for some butt-warming time. (X
good luck for the soccer match, barker! (:
a shout of praise.
10:00 AM
Tuesday, February 1, 2005:
i'm really disappointed in myself. got back my emath and bio paper today, and like, i dint do well, and sigh. i dunno. its really bad la. but at least i passed la. i mean, its still not very good. i dont know what to do. i'm just. disappointed. really really disappointed.
anyway. i think i'd better start studying harder for my tests, and like, put in some more effort. i dunno la. aiyah.
a shout of praise.
2:13 PM
